GOD

So many whishes, So many! So much doubt! Pain! Suffering!
I´ve been fighting naked against such a strong army! Why is it so difficult to tear down its fortress walls? I feel like I´m losing my will, my hope! I don´t know if I can still stand this fight!
I know I ´ve been learning a lot! But I´m starting to doubt if it is useful! I don´t know if I want to become one of them! Actually, I don´t! I´m sure! I have come to that conclusion already!

Futhermore, I know that you want me to see them! to learn how they are, to be aware about them! To feel save by knowledge! But I´m in Risk GOD! I need your help! I can´t build and rise my own fortress. I´m naked! I told you! I´m unsaved! I´m SCARED!

Even withh all my efforts I still don´t understand! they are so blinded! GOD! hear me, Save me! Stay with me!

Why do I seem to be so lonely in this Journey? I feel losing energy! I´m starting to fall! It´s like if I was alone! Like if I was the only one that is searching for something bigger, greater, mighty! They are so blinded by their own fears, doubts, uncertitudes, untrusts. Their lack of confidence and emotion are killing the most beautiful thing a human can achieve! It´s not like they think it is! It´s not a joke! It´s not a game! It´s not a number! It´s not just a night of pleasure! It´s not just a moment to slip away! It´s not a test or a try! Dammit! How I´m Still hate this! Where are their Hearts!??? Disgusting!

Show me GOD! Point to me where can I find it! please! I need I way to get inside them! I need a way to enter those walls! To make them believe and see how it´s beautiful! to feel complitaly free!!! Show me GOD a way IN! PLEASE!!!

I´m tirede to fight! I´m tired to stand up for something that they can´t understand! They can´t feel it! They can´t open their heart! I´m starting to doubt if they even have a heart by the way!

It´s not right! I can´t believe! Show me GOD! I beg you! Help me! Open their eyes! Open their Hearts! Let me get in before its too late! I don´t wanna give up, But I´m one more step closer each day! Help me! Please! Listen to Me! Help me destroy their fortress! Now! Love must prevail!